Its been a while since I had someone. I have amazing friends I love with all my heart. I am speaking about a crush. A crush that I could just call up and drive over and see at a moments notice.
I have forgotten what it felt like to slowly lean in on someone, bodies touching....approach their lips, make-out to the point of animalistic arousal-but with an enduring quality of genuinely liking them and feeling something for them.
Sure hooking up is fine, but you know whats really hot sometimes...taking the time to buy a new shirt, take a shower and really try to look ones best....cause you have a crush.
I have not felt like having a crush since Feb 2010...but I find myself more and more this winter wanting to have someone to get hot chocolate with...watch a movie in bed...dance and get drunk together....and then kiss.
Alas......I am the only thing standing in the way of making this happen...I just gotta get out there and find him.