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Monday, December 13, 2010


Its been a while since I had someone.  I have amazing friends I love with all my heart.  I am speaking about a crush.  A crush that I could just call up and drive over and see at a moments notice.

I have forgotten what it felt like to slowly lean in on someone, bodies touching....approach their lips, make-out to the point of animalistic arousal-but with an enduring quality of genuinely liking them and feeling something for them.

Sure hooking up is fine, but you know whats really hot sometimes...taking the time to buy a new shirt, take a shower and really try to look ones best....cause you have a crush.

I have not felt like having a crush since Feb 2010...but I find myself more and more this winter wanting to have someone to get hot chocolate a movie in and get drunk together....and then kiss.

Alas......I am the only thing standing in the way of making this happen...I just gotta get out there and find him.

1 comment:

  1. It's been a while since you wrote this post, but I'm sure it can't be that difficult for you to have a partner.
    From the way you write you're smart and interesting (at least, to me) and your looks are way over average. If you're open to love, you'll find it. Not saying it's easy, but it happens.
    And even if I don't know you, and it's very likely that we'll never meet, I wish you the best luck in that journey!